Please answer honestly ! Completely tru 10 PTS.?

I met dis suuper hilarious guy , w.e I thought he was extremely cutee nd short ( they call him lil' man lol ) well I jst wnted 2 be his friend though bcuz I dnt hav ANY guy friends ! Those few I knw I hav gone out with so I REALLY wnted a guy friend . Well w.e he and his friends chill in dis lot der nxt 2 warehouses dhts in the back of the church . Me and my family dnt go 2 church bt they hav been lettin me go with my friend that goes w/ her family . The kids go outside and get 2 hear speeches so her family let's us go outside nd sumtimes we go at night. I meet him alone ( my friend "sacrifices" and stays with his friends who she does NOT like ) I always tell him how he can look bt not touch . He tries 2 bt I dnt let him, we play a lot tho. He goes 2corners nd pies sumtimes nd I mock him how I saw his d*ck , I tease him how it's small wen I rlly dnt knw. So once while I was observing if the activity was finish he went pss.. Nd I looked nd saw him masturbadin I told him he was SO disrespectful nd that that was nasty . He swears it got me horny . Then another time he pulled me into the alley nd forcefully put my strapless shirt down he put his hands under my skirt and began fingerin me I must admit then that he was being aggressive bt I wasn't forced. He put down my skirt and ****** me by the back I scram my guts out NO 1 HEARD ! At first I liked the touchin bt wen we wer Fu*kin I rlly wnted 2 stop until it felt good lol. But I hav a bf nd another love crisis , am 13 , honestly I am rlly hard 2 get bt once I makeout with the guy it gets out of control. ! Nw yu tell me honestly am I a hoe ?